Anticipation
I'm feeling really antsy right now. It's probably totally normal given the age that I am, but I'm really wanting to begin the next phase of my life. Right now I feel like I'm in this transition period between being an adult, and being a teenager. Half the time I just want to go back to not working and just doing school, where I didn't have to worry about bills and all that junk. The other half of the time I want to fast forward so that I'm out of highschool and I'm actually doing my career...or at least in school for it, rather then working just so that my bills can be paid. It's really hard to be content with my life here and now, when I know it's gonna be changing for the better really soon. People always say that teenagers live in the moment, with no regard to what's going to happen in the future. Apparently whoever came up with that saying had never met me because it seems all I do is think about the next year and what I'm going to be doing. I'm excited about transitioning into adulthood, in fact I'm really ready to be done with this whole teenager thing. However (not that you could tell from this entry) I'm really trying to enjoy my life now. I know it's not pointless, and that I'm learning valuable things by working and doing school and all that junk. And chances are, I'm going to get a lot busier when I start college and wish that I could go back to the days when I only worked till one each day. Still I'm really looking forward to the next phase in my life, I can't wait to see what God has in store for me.